Well, I'm out of the so-called looney bin. Was educational to say the least. If I ever have to advise someone to seek professional help to search for themselves, this is a place I will recommend. Way better than rehab!! On a farm, in the middle of nowhere in Namibia, living in bungalows, seeing some wildlife (really, only some in my case, if a tame Eland counts, and don't forget the squirrels and the franklins). Good place to reflect and no feeling of a hospital!
But now I've realised that I am shit scared of people. I know all the general answers that if you don't open yourself to be able to trust again, nothing good will happen, but man oh man, that is really difficult. Not that I can't say I'm not trying. Or maybe I'm still just too scared of myself. Whaa, don't want to go into this too much, freaks my mind out, and I'm still trying to get in touch with reality, she's a bitch.
I will however, add some photo's!! And as soon as I feel more able to get my thoughts out of my head, I will write a more comprehensible entry.
