As I was walking to work this morning I realised that despite everyone else says, I have made progress. I saw two ex colleagues the other day, and they really thought I looked much better.
I still tend to completely fall off the wagon now and again, but if I reflect back a year, this is NOTHONG!!
It would be soooo great if at least someone out there saw it, but all they do is criticize and tell me how selfish I am. Dear god it sucks. At least I have some new people in my life, and they don't really know my history, but this is where the positive change comes in again. Now when I drink, I don't get angry at them, only when its not true, and finally I take on my own responsibility for my actions.
All I can say is WOW. And bedamn the rest if they think I should be like them.
Adios
