OK, I'm back, and no, I did not even get close to writing any of my thoughts down. I did, however, manage to almost get myself back in rehab, have friends who want to commit suicide, and realised, probably for the first time in my life, what real love is. AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH, dear God I hope he never reads this, but then again, real love is not trying to change someone, not trying to rule their life, not trying to manipulate them, being honest, etc, blahdeblah...and we have that. I seriously don't think that he feels about me like I feel about him, but that's ok.
I LOVE HIM ANYWAY, MY FRIEND, MY HEART.
Shit, must remember never to give this website address out to him!!
Anyhow, and whoopdidoo, I am under serious stress at work, but am dealing with it not too badly. Jumped off the wagon enough times now, but dealing with that as well. As long as people don't judge, I'm fine, but I'm a good one to talk, I'm extremely judgemental, trying to change though...
Gotta go,
Luv ya all,
Have a pleasant ??
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