Today was a weird day. On the one hand everything was great, but on the other hand I have a feeling that there is something missing. No, not a man in my life, something else. I can't put my finger on it. I am glad, however, that I have regained a measure of self-worth. I realised that it is not worth it falling for just anyone, I deserve more. I have so much to give, and it is not to be wasted on someone who does not want it or who will only misuse it.
I also think I only fell for the fellar because he made me feel special and wanted while I was in rehab. It has been so long since I have felt like that, I can't even remember when. And being in rehab is such a vulnerable period anyway.
Thank god v-day is almost over. Nothing spectacular happened. As if...
Not much else to say at the moment. Worried about other people, not myself, for a change.
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