Blue Tuesday

Hehe...like the control your ocd ad google put on my site...are they trying to tell me something!! HAHA, fortunately one thing I don't suffer from. Though I've got a friend who does, and it seems like hell.

Anyhoo(t), I AM FRUSTRATED!!!!!! And no, not sexually, but come (pun???) to think about it, I should be. This is soooo workrelated its not funny. There is a complete lack of communication in that place. From top to bottom. And when it starts affecting your ability to do your work it is hell. I mean, I would like to be proud of the job I'm doing. I'm surely not lazy or unwilling to learn, but I get the idea that some people don't want me to learn or to succeed.

Without being too judgemental, it could be because they are lazy, and don't want to be shown up. Since I don't get an opportunity to learn what goes for what and how it is done, I probably won't know. I am really considering taking this up with the boss, but its not the best solution as of yet. Will see how I can figure this one out.

About the comment on the pictures needed on the blog...I know!! A digital camera would make me a great present...hehe!! And to add, Namibia looks gorgeous with all the rain we've been getting. Its actually GREEN, wow!! Makes one extremely grateful and awestruck.

After that little bitching session I feel way better. Got the daily quote on FB, and its great...I liked you better before I knew you so well!!! Ain't that true for a LOT of people!!!

Aaarghhhh...I need motivation to study. My UNISA books are not peeking at me anymore, they are glaring!!! Got to at least finish two of my assignments before Heidi comes to visit. Less stress on me and more fun for the weekend.

I just realised this will be the first time I go to Swakop and will be sober for the whole weekend!!! Strange, don't really know what to expect, or do, since a visit to the coast always was a huge drinking session (haha, even the drive there was...won't elaborate). Mmm, this time I can find out what its really all about, and no, I will NOT go fishing. Wish I was there yesterday though, the crayfish literally walked out of the ocean. Hope Tania picked some up so we can cook 'em. Reminds me, I should phone her about the bookings...

I really think I've said all there is to say right now, feel somewhat empty, but very much lighter.

Have fun and be good.