PERSPECTIVE

I plead temporary insanity. What on earth was I thinking falling for a doctor? I don't like sciency people, give me artists anytime. Musicians especially! His looks weren't even my taste. The only things I know of that we had in common was taste in books! My god, I was stupid and ignorant. I knew in my heart that most of what was said was half-truths or maybe even full-out lies, but its my own fault for not listening to myself. The first male who is nice to me and I fall for it and him!! For fucks sake...I used to be better than that.

Anyhoo and anyhow, it is (THANK CHRIST) all over now. Finally, forever.

I sound really negative and harsh, which is not what is meant by this...just that it was wrong for me (and probably of me). But I do plead the insanity thing. And no, he is probably not a shitty person, please note the probably. I can't say that I actually know him at all, and if it wasn't for the fact that we met in rehab, I don't think he is the type of person I would ever meet.

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