All apologies

Lyrics by Kurt Cobain...

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay

What else should I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun, In the sun I feel as one
In the sun, In the sun, I'm married, buried, buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything's my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua sea-foam shame
Sunburn with freezer-burn
Chocking on the ashes of her enemy

In the sun, In the sun I feel as one
In the sun, In the sun, I'm married, buried, buried.

Now, I was sort of planning to do one of the AA steps on my blog tonight where I write down all the hurt I've caused people in my abusing stage. But I was working too hard today to even think about it, and also, my mood is way too silly to take it seriously.

Have been listening to Sinead O'Connor though, and the lyrics of the above song really touched me (yet again). I haven't listened to this particular CD in ages, but its good.

Anyhow, I feel like going out clubbing and having fun. But on the other hand I'm so exhausted that I'll be really crappy company. Never mind the 3 glasses of wine, glass of champers and beer I had at work. It was fun though.

What I do suggest for myself is getting into bed early and sleeping very late tomorrow. Fuck the fact that I'm horny as hell (still)...excuse the pun????

Gotta go, my bed awaits.