OK, if I can't be honest here, I can't be anywhere. I fell off the wagon big time. Went on a drinking binge, haha, and don't feel any better, completely the opposite, I feel worse. Not only did I disappoint myself, I hurt the people who love me.
And the worst of all, one of my good friends shot himself.
I'm sorry, generally I'm relatively poetic and have nice words, but not now, there is now nice way to express anything that has happened since Sunday. Worst is, I wish I was him.
I don't know how to deal.
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